I'm really trying to not stay in a funk. I am getting dressed fully everyday and I'm actually been wearing make up this week. I am not a girl who enjoys makeup, I have no issues going out in public with nothing on. Lately though, … Continue reading I Put It In The Blog, Now I Have To Do It
Month: May 2021
Those Growing Pains Never Cease
It days like these that I feel lonely. Most of the time I’m okay but not having anyone to really turn to or share these experiences with can get to me. Sometimes it just hits me so hard, the self-doubt, the worrying that I have … Continue reading Those Growing Pains Never Cease
Motivation Galore
I’ve been up for a couple hours and pretty much got everything done that I needed to today. So that means I can be a lazy ass, right? Not so much, I’m going to be starting my business again. I definitely need to put more … Continue reading Motivation Galore
Still Purging Old Ghosts
Yesterday was pretty chill, which I'm absolutely fine with. I recently learned that an old friend, whom I only knew online, passed away. It'll be a year in July apparently and over the weekend I realized that it would be her kids first Mother's Day … Continue reading Still Purging Old Ghosts
Feel That? That’s Faith Working Overtime
I have been dreading next month. Okay well, dreading may be a bit dramatic but next month is my 45th birthday. I’m not where I want to be in life, in many regards. I’m grateful for the stability I found the last few years but … Continue reading Feel That? That’s Faith Working Overtime
Snapping Out Of The Funk
Whew… That was quite a moment! Okaaaay, I’ve been in my feels the last few weeks, as my previous posts have clearly shown. But um, that little phase is over now. Fuck that. I’m not loyal? Bullshit, but that’s fine. He’s entitled to his opinion … Continue reading Snapping Out Of The Funk
Brain In Overdrive
Last Night It’s currently a little after 6:00 a.m. and I haven’t been able to sleep. I spent some time thinking about things M’s mentioned to other people. If I objected, showed any bit of outrage or discomfort, I was told to be quiet. I … Continue reading Brain In Overdrive
All The Musings
In keeping myself accountable and maintaining my self-care, I finally got a vitamin subscription. I figured it would be cheaper in the long run, rather than buy three or four bottles every few months. We’ll see how it goes! I’m still not sleeping very well, … Continue reading All The Musings
It Has To Be Me
I've been up all night, doing laundry and playing some games. I'm really trying to stay focused on the things I need to. My selfcare, my kitchen adventures, and the menial tasks that I often ignore. I'm still having a rough time, that has zero … Continue reading It Has To Be Me
Under The Willowtree 