Feeling so much better, I’ve let go of alot and vowed to just things be. I’m not going to stress and continue doing what I need to, to maintain my sanity and self care. It’s the very least I can do for myself.

Work wise, things are going well. I’ve gained two new clients and an older one has hired me on a permanent basis. I was anxious about this and was going t¹o decline but after some thought, I realized I was giving up what I wanted. I worry so much about doing a good job and am sure I’m going to mess up. But this guy literally told me I was exactly what he needed and had made things run smoother for him. So, I believed in myself and my ability. I won’t be doing much more than what I’ve done for him so I guess I shouldn’t feel so anxious. I want to be a virtual assistant, I need to take jobs, I need to continue to network and put myself out there. My brain just screams NO every single time I try. The worst that can happen is that I fuck up and get fired. Which isn’t a great thing but it happens. I need to relax, I’m not perfect and I am going to make mistakes.

Not much of a post today, just needed to get that out into the void